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Posted on: Sunday, November 22, 2009
Posted at: 7:03 PM
Wid my bestie nw. After so long am out wid her even though i hfnt had enuf slp yet.
Its one of those cranky days.
Posted on: Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Posted at: 4:30 PM
Im feeling so freaking lethargic. )= Seriously, im in the state again whereby, ohk. what now? I dont know whats wrong with me.
I stayed back office till 7 last night because i was meeting Uncle. He took public bus and basically it took him longer than expected. I thought i was late. Luckily i didnt. I took cab to go Causeway Point and when i reached there i found out that Uncle is still stuck in Bukit Panjang. So i quickly bought my ciggy and i bought his as well. Cosh that Sunday we went out he bought me one. Kinda paiseh getting too much from him that day so, buying his ciggy is like.. a so called token of appreciation. LOL, whats wrong with me? I also went Watson to buy my "diapers" cosh i didnt bring one instead i asked from Kristine and luckily she gave me 2 to last til evening. Yesterday was my first day of period. One reason why im kinda lazy and tired to really meet up with him but hell... i have the urge of meeting him. Anyhow, he finally arrived and we walked around the shopping center. He wanted to treat me to dinner at MOS burger cosh i was craving for it. That night i didnt crave for it anymore, rather i dont have the appy to eat. I normally dont have appy during my period. So yeah. We took bus to go back Yishun and i showed him where i was working at. (= He is so sweet when he blurted out inside the bus that i look prettier without make-up. (= So freaking paiseh. Before you know it.... we were already holding hands. Its kinda awkward at first actually but you know, throughout the journey we were just holding hands and the moment we alighted and went to mc np to just slack there... we were just basically, just holding hands. We sat down beside the mc np because all the seats were taken. We were actually waiting for people to stand up so we can sit there but none did. Then he told me that his contractor bought him ciggy. He was like saying this that about his contractor buying him ciggy. I was like, deep inside me... shit, i also bought him one. I wonder whats he gonna think. I mean, i am also one of his contractor. (= We waited for quite awhile and he was like, he suggested of going other place but we order my drink first. (= I brought him to the chair where me and yati always sat down at. We just talk and talk and talk. (= We have so many things to talk about. Its weird. I have always search for someone i can really talk to, whom i can share everything in the world without getting bored at me or even find me irritating when im whining and complaining. (= Its nice to have met him. Seriously. He have the nicest hands i ever saw in a guy. I mean, yeah, my weakness. Haiz... I dont know. Somehow i still feel that... im not good enough for him. (= He is a very nice guy whom i think i dont suit to him. .. Nevermind. Continuing the story..... After the talk and stuffs.. he send me home. We already knew for a fact once i go inside the lift, and you know i didnt wanna repeat the bloody same mistake of shaking hand thingy so i didnt went in fully. its like.. half of my body only. (= I look at him, he looked at me.. then he kissed my cheek and hugged me whispering softly that he loves me. Its really freaking sweet. I dont know.. its just so.... romantic. I turned my face and kissed him. Seriously, thinking about it.. it feels so freaking short. When i look at him without me being able to say anything, he just said, he knows how i feel. He himself also dont want to go. I was like, how the hell he knows what the hell im thinking. He was like saying, if only he dont have to go home. (= Anyway, before the kissing incident thingy, i gave him his ciggy. He was kinda shock actually cosh he said i dont have to buy him. I was like.. cosh he bought me last Sunday so its by right i should buy him too.. Haiz.... How i wish he really is what i know him to be. Anyway, when we got to know each other also we dont know how both look like. We just enjoyed each other company through phone because of work. When we finally met up.. it was a confirmation of how we really feel. I guess..
but look at me now. Im kinda hesitating. Bloody hell. Whats wrong with me?? I really cant bring myself to enter a relationship smoothly again. Phobia i guess. You know, about my new job thingy, there's a possibility that i will be posted out of the country. He was actually asking me during my overseas studies and stuff... did my ex ever like hold me back? Basically i know what he is trying to do. Seriously, i find it weird him loving me this much that early. Too fast. Haiz. Nevermind, maybe because im having my period thats why im kinda cranky today. Bleahz.
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One Fine Day
Posted on: Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Posted at: 3:46 PM
My Sunday started like this.. I woke up at 8++am. Got up, went to the living room and watched the East of Eden at
Chn 255. I missed the show last
Saturday cosh i went out to meet up
Haikal and catch up. Uncle
msg me early in the morning saying sorry cosh he fell asleep
Saturday night thus
wasn't able to reply my
msg i replied him. He told me he have to go out anytime soon that time cosh he needed to go play soccer. He was forced to as what he said. Around 1pm i went
Northpoint to buy shoes with my mom and honey. Bought her a pair as well.
Im supposed to meet uncle at 3 but
wasnt able to cosh i was still stuck in
np till 1430. Reached home, took my shower and at 1530 he
msg me telling me to take my time. I jolly well took my time cosh i told him ill meet him at 1600. When i checked my phone to see
whether he already arrived at 1600, i realized he already arrived at 1530. He had been waiting up for me for half an hour. He was very punctual cosh he knows i
dont like to wait. (= He decided to go
Vivo City to catch Paranormal Activity. I
wasnt really in the mood to watch movie but i went ahead with him. I remember when i got down from my block and asked him where he was he said he was already under void deck. (= I was freaking shy when i saw him. I
couldnt even look at his face. Saturday wise we had this agreement to play a game whereby who smoke first when we meet up wont be able to smoke for the entire day. When i saw him for the first time he was already smoking. (= Technically he already lost the game. Well, just wanna know how patient he can be but eventually i gave in and i said, just forget about the game.
When we arrived
Vivo we were already kinda late for the movie. Like half an hour and besides he already watched the movie so i opted out for it. We just walked around and...
hmm.. to put it simply. This day, everything i craved for.. he bought for me. The moment i sat down on his car, he told me, the m&
m's i can see are for me. (= When we were walking around the
Vivo City, we decided to just sit around but i
dont have anymore cigarettes you see, and i
havent withraw yet. (= Its so sweet of him to buy me a pack and.. insisted of getting my double choc
frap. There
wasnt any
mc cafe around the area still he bought me Mocha Java Frost. He is so freaking sweet. He even open door for me and stuffs like that. Anyway,
im cutting story.. (= Thinking about that day makes me wanna smile. For his
thoughtfulness. After the slacking and sitting and smoking around he asked me what time i wanted to have dinner. I told him when im hungry. He said how about at 7pm. I was like.. too early. He was... ohk. Hahaha.. At first i was wondering why he was insisting to eat at 7pm when finally he told me he already made reservation. We were sitting down looking at the Sentosa across the bloody sea, When he said after we smoke then we going off. I was like.... er? We are actually gonna have dinner somewhere not in Vivo City. He changed our dinner appointment at 8pm instead and drove around. Before i know it, i was at a familiar place. Near my Godmother Condo. We were at Clementi!! He parked his car asking me wether i have been there. It was a very familiar place so i told him yes. He was kinda disappointed cosh he really wanted to bring me some place ive never been. He wanted to suprise me real bad. Anyhow, he really did, he brought me to the margaritas. (= No wonder he kept asking me whether i like mango or strawberry cosh he ordered margarita strawberry. (= He also ordered dinner for me. He chose what he wanted me to eat. He is really freaking sweet. I thought that the day with suprises already ended. Before i know it, he brought me to Mc Cafe East Coast to buy me double choc frap where i coincidentally saw Daniel. Uncle insisted of getting me everything ive been craving for cosh he felt like, he disappointed me. If only he knew. Before we went to East Coast he actually brought me to Mt. Faber where he and his friends always hang around with. This is the place whereby we had a heart to heart talk.
When he finally sent me home.... he sent me to the lift, i kinda lift my hands up cosh i didnt want the lift door to close. That made him think otherwise thus he asked wether its ohk to shake my hand. LOL freaking funny. I was expecting him to kiss me but he asked to shake my hand. ler. He sms me explaining the reason the next day. Anyway..... That night... he wanted to call me up before i go to sleep but i told him the next day we can talk. I want him to go home first and sleep cosh we both are working morning the next day. Then he was kinda sad. I though for what reason..... then he messaged me asking... "isit ohk to say i love u"
Is it too fast? I dont know. All he said is... lets just prove everybody wrong. About the part whereby, anything that starts fast end as fast. (=
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its him.
Posted on: Thursday, November 5, 2009
Posted at: 11:39 PM
im under mc for 2 days. wednesday and thursday. (= hmm.. i dont know. tomorrow ill be back to work. well.. yesh, still at the same workplace. lets see how things goes. somehow or rather i feel that im doing silly stuffs. as in getting involve with a singtel guy? its like... wrong work etiquette. haha.. i might be falling for him. i have this urge to stop all this craziness right now before i really fall. i dont know, i feel that im ready but when its already there infront of me, im chickening out.
ill be back to work tomorrow and ill be as normal as possible. ill try. argh.. i really wanna change a job right now. things are getting pretty complicated and they havent really raised my pay yet!! oh my gosh!! anyway pay wise im not sure yet cosh i havent received anyway. talking about money.. shai only paid half of what he owed me. its like kanina~~ borrow so easy but paying back is so freaking difficult. nevermind.
haiz... my heart... i dont know.... should i or not go??
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Stoning dae
Posted on: Friday, October 30, 2009
Posted at: 11:38 PM
what a day.
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Posted on: Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Posted at: 10:36 PM
someone is inspired by a singtel guy. (=
its that moody period again
Posted on: Monday, October 26, 2009
Posted at: 5:36 PM
im having that funny feeling lalely. i dont know why. its just funny. i dont like it.
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